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sense of smell.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009, 10:16:00 PM
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I put on my jasmine and red apple-scented perfume every morning.
But I like the smell of berries too.
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to my mr. happy.
Sunday, August 23, 2009, 2:51:00 PM
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"Maybe that's why we get along so well; we don't really belong anywhere else."
- My bedroom, Home; 23/08/09 @ 12.04AM
From: Me; To: My Mr. Happy
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welcome, ainul izzati.
Friday, August 21, 2009, 9:01:00 PM
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SATURDAY, 15 AUGUST '09
WELCOME TO THE WORLD, AINUL IZZATI BTE CHAIRUL FAHMY. (BORN 14 AUGUST 2009)
Aizat keeps telling me Amani and my auntie look very much alike. I still don't see the similarity, Aizat. Right, Amani?
The birth of Izzati (we decided to call Ainul Hayati "Ain" and Ainul Izzati "Izzati") had been an event I had been anticipating for a very long time. You can't imagine what happened on the 14th. It had been a Friday, a CCA day and I ended at around 7+. When I sat down to check my phone for any messages, my mom left me 2. I already told my mom in the morning I had CCA but I figured she'd scold me anyway. But no. NO. She messaged to tell me that my auntie had just given birth and everybody's at Gleneagle's. She sent the message at 5+. FML LAH. I think it's just me (I told anybody I could and they went, "Erm, your point is?") but I find the birth of a baby very eventful, especially since it's the birth of my new relative. I could only go the next day and I had been the last in the whole, big family to see Izzati. FML, FML, FML.
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GIRL GUIDE PROMOTION UPDATE: I've been promoted from Patrol Leader (PL) to Company Leader (CL) for Company A. Yu Wen will be assisting me as Assitant Company Leader (ACL). Cheri is the CL for Company B with Nadia assisting as ACL. FYI, Nadia's the only Patrol Second (PS) to be promoted to an ACL. Go, Nadia! :D
I'm going to fail my Geography terribly.
I'm going to do very, very, very badly for my EOY.
I feel like a bitch. I've been really, truly PMS-ing like a bitch recently. I get irritated by everything and I keep scolding people. I scold Aizat, I scold Nadia, I scold Darryl, I scold my brothers. I'm blunt and speak my mind and couldn't care less what people feel when I say it now. But to quote Tom Hanks in "You've Got Mail", "After you've zing-ed them, you inevitably feel horrible and guilty" (sic). Darryl said I turned into an asshole. I hate myself. FML ALL OVER AGAIN.
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I keep forgetting tomorrow's the start of bulan Ramadhan. Maybe I'm too used to fasting already from paying back (12 DAYS, OK). Shut up lah, Maliah. You're so irritating.
HAPPY FASTING AND HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, SYAFIQAH!
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east division day '09 @ dunman high.
Sunday, August 16, 2009, 5:48:00 PM
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SATURDAY, 15 AUGUST 09
East Division Day '09 @ Dunman High = FUN, FUN, FUN! To tell you the truth, I initially hated the fact that my group and I had been forced into participating in it. We didn't even know about the competition until Nadia and I came across the Dance group in the Guide's Den. I felt very, very heartbroken (that's really the only word suitable for how I felt at that time) knowing how inactive I am in CCA. I know, shoot me. I think I owe everybody in my group, especially Nadia and Atiqah, an apology for whining and getting angry all the time.
Our school is nothing compared to Dunman High. It's as big as a polytechnic and as beautiful as a castle. Guess who we bumped into at Dunman High? Salina (My Sally)! Salina's mom is in-charge of the Brownies from a primary school (which I forgot) and brought Salina along. How cool is that? The East Division Day is basically a competition with many, different categories (cheering, dancing, etc) for all Girl Guides and Brownies in the East. After my group's cheering competition, we explored the school, found Salina and started camwhoring like there's no tomorrow. (Atiqah, I want the group's multishots!) As the CCA's official photographer for the day, I managed to catch a whopping 70+ pictures.
Apart from all the fun we had that day, do you want to know the best part of the day? WE WON 1ST FOR THE CHEERING COMPETITION AND 2ND FOR THE DANCING COMPETITION!
OUR AWARD!
I had to have a pretty model, y'know.
CCA can be a pain in the ass but deep in my heart, I still ♥ Girl Guides.
TO BE CONTINUED!
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conceptual thinking.
Thursday, August 13, 2009, 6:04:00 PM
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I know people's been saying that I've changed. I probably have; everybody will change at one point of time. I can't blame all of you though; we judge what we see and take that what we see is what is real. We don't really go into depth and try to think why people would act like that. It's only human. Even I'm judgemental. But at one point of time, when we go through a very, very rough time, we begin to know why people act the way they act.
In Sec 1 & 2, I thought the way to leading a happy life is to make everybody happy, regardless of what condition you're in. Greet everybody you meet with a smile and a "Hi". Help people when they need it, regardless of how big a load of work you already have. I could go on about the guiding lines I used to live by. But along the way, I found that I'm too much loaded with stuff that I don't know what's wrong and how it all went wrong and what to do about it. I don't recall anybody even sensing I'm troubled, let alone comfort me. Maybe one would but only one. I felt like a broom, a broom you can just reach out, grab and use. It's just a broom, nothing will happen to it. But I felt more like a wall too, blending into the background. I thought if I didn't do anything and live in my own world, nobody would notice.
But no. Now if I don't greet you, you'd go running to Nadia saying that I'm sombong (arrogant). I'm tired of having to live up to everybody's FRIGGING expectations. I'm only human. I can be happy when I want to and greet everybody I know with a big smile. I can be moody when I want to and not want to talk to anybody; keep to myself, live in my own world. I can be stressed and tired and have no mood to do anything at all. I can forget to bring and do my homework. I can fail as many tests and exams I want. What do you take me for? Stop thinking I'm a mechanical robot that would do everybody's bidding. Stop going, "AYOH MALIAH", when I have to stand up for not bringing or doing homework. Stop expecting me to get A for everything. It's been fun at the beginning but it's not funny anymore. JUST STOP IT.
FYI: This is not dedicated to anybody in particular.
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Now go on with life and don't give a damn about me.
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happy national day!
Sunday, August 9, 2009, 1:47:00 PM
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HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE! I ♥ SINGAPORE. Have a happy national day.
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f&n project.
Saturday, August 8, 2009, 11:08:00 PM
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I've been being such a depressed piece of shit recently, I have to inject more happiness in my life. Luckily, today it happened. I have been freed from any form of negative thought for more than a standard period of 3/4 of the whole day. I owe it all to Melissa, Nadia, Hazwani and (right at the top of my list) Ainul Hayati!
F&N PROJECT
For our Food and Nutrition project, each group had to make a 2D or 3D diagram of the digestive system and is given a food item to "digest". Ms Chan assigned us to do chocolates. Not that we mind at all. We decided to do it at my place and at 12+, Nadia, Wani and Melissa walked in to the big mess which is called my home. (Spring-cleaning?) Nadia walked in with a big board and gave me a shock when I saw a big man with bulging biceps. He could be the Mr. Strong. By the way, our diagram is a 2D diagram; and a cool one at that (it's going to have velcro on it).
I'm telling you, Nadia has every potential to be an Art student.
"What do we name him?" "Bob?" "NOT BOB." "But you started the "Bob" thing in Sec 2, Nadia."
The funny part of during the project had been when all 4 of us forgot to bring back our Food and Nutrition textbook from school. I don't like making references to the Net when doing a project like this; they have too much information. While browsing through the Net, Nadia showed us a video that had been on the news:
"HIBO NO NEIRO (TONE OF EVERYDAY)" BY SOUR COOL SHIT. It's at times like this that I want an MP4.
Half-way thru the project, we went out to buy food from Loyang Point. There's a very cool picture we took at 7-11 but it's still with Nadia. Thank you Melissa, Nadia and Hazwani for the fun time; all of you made my Saturday worthwhile from morning to the late afternoon.
Before I go, I want to share with all of you my favourite cat from LOLCATS.COM:
I don't think you'll get it until you heard the song.
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national day celebration.
Friday, August 7, 2009, 4:01:00 PM
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Today sucked.
I woke up at 6.20AM (That's late for me).
I couldn't find my purple PE top and I had to put on the big, green Sec 1 PE top. In the process, making me look like a very skinny, anorexic Sec 1.
I forgot to bring my ODT and went running around the 3rd level looking for an extra ODT. Although I knew my efforts would go down the drain. (Who in their right mind would bring 2 ODTs to school, anyway?)
Mrs Sheri caught me for attire and called me "Nadia" all the way. I didn't try to correct her but now I know how Nadia feels about the "Maliah-Nadia" mix-up.
The celebration had been short and boring. (Or maybe I expect too much.)
I haven't actually gone out in exactly 3 months, including today. My mom wouldn't let me. How pathetic can I get.
Nazri and Zafran's (still) growing fan club.
1. Hafizah with Nazri. 2. Curry with Zhafran.
I took a picture with Nazri but I don't want to ruin his good looks with my face by putting it up. Everybody in 29126 had been complaining about how Nazri and Zharfan are 14 and we're 15. I knew they'd be an instant hit with the female population. Although we knew Nazri since we were Sec 2. Congratulations to Nazri and Zhafran for winning Crestian's Got Talent!
P.S. I really loved Aishah and Fashihah's rendition of "Thinking of You".
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my soft toy army.
Saturday, August 1, 2009, 12:54:00 PM
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"What if my chincillas' nails are too long?"
"You will sometimes get one or more persistent nails and these may need to be clipped Sad A pair of nail-clippers or a very sharp pair of scissors can be used as per personal preference. There is a large variety of nail-clippers on the market, though most work on the 'guillotine' method, and it may take some time to decide the best pair for your own circumstances. Kept alongside the nail clippers should be a styptic 'pen' or styptic powder. No matter how carefully you trim your little one's nails, or how competent you think you are, it is inevitable that there will come the time when you inadvertently cut across the 'quick' mentioned earlier. A styptic of some description should be within reach when trimming nails as it will stop the bleeding should things go wrong. The one I use is the same type that is sold to men who cut themselves whilst shaving and is purchased very cheaply from the local family chemist shop.
I recommend a visit to your local vet nurse for a demonstration if you are wary. They should be able to show you how best to hold your little one and how much to take off. Don’t worry if you only get to do one at a time without causing undue distress, not all hamsters will let you cut their nails all in one sitting, and sadly some hamsters actually need to be sedated."
OH NO. 
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